Tuesday, September 16, 2008

so much going on....

For those of you that actually read my blog, I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a while. There has just been so much going on lately that I have barely even had time to think... much less write about my thoughts.

I really forgot what working a full time job was like, and how much I let work consume my life. I like the money, but I didn't miss the stress! For about a week and a half to two weeks, I cried daily. Sometimes, it would be at work in front of everyone, just cause there was so much going on in the office that I could barely think! Things seem to have been getting better, but time will tell. The job isn't bad, its just that its a difficult situation to be thrown into.

Seems that I have missed my chance again. Said boy seems to be dating someone else. Guess I missed the boat, so to speak, there. He said that he guesses they are dating... oh well. He lives away now anyhow, and I can't do the distance thing really anymore, I don't think. I got into a "mood" over it the other night, but I'm better now, I guess. I'm just ready to fall in love again. Its the best feeling in the world. I'm starting to think its never going to happen. I don't understand how some people can move on so quickly and there always seems to be someone there waiting for them. The only thing people are waiting for me to do is give them a "favor" (if you catch my drift)

My sister gets married in a week and a half... Holy Crap! Where did the time go? There are so many little things to still get done, but we are getting there, I guess. The weekend before last, I hosted her lingerie shower. It went really well. She got a lot of cute things, and everyone had a good time. I'll have to post some pictures later. Everything was decorated cute :) This week I'm sure I'll be working on helping her get all the last minute things together, that is, if I don't go crazy first!

After the wedding is over, I hope I will have some time to catch up on things that I have been slacking off on recently... like Tupperware, and cleaning my house. I also want to read a few books. Speaking of books, Nicholas Sparks is releasing his new book in a week! It will be a must read for sure. I love his books, and I am never disappointed. Also in Nicholas Sparks news, Nights in Rodanthe opens in theaters this weekend. I hope to go see it soon. I hope it is as good as the book!

I promise I will try to be better about updating... but as you can tell from this post, there is a whole lot going on. Maybe one day soon, my life will return to some sense of normalcy. I'm off to bed to start it all over again tomorrow!



  1. I hope that you do get some time to yourself soon . . . and I really want you to believe you will find love again! It WILL happen. With a guy dedicated to finding out exactly who you are, regardless if the talking part happens before you start dating or while you are.

  2. Having belief in hope and love is a big thing. It's something to hold onto that's for sure. Don't give up hope on falling in love again Crystal. It'll happen. And I know this is so cleche`, but, it'll probably happen when you least expect it. And you aren't even looking.

    Good luck with your sister's wedding and everything. I'm sure everything will go great, and that it will be a beautiful day. :)



  3. you should have met up with us for the Nicholas Sparks book signing. You would have liked it.


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